Soaring to the heavens

new blog

2005-02-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

decemberain Click this link....or www.decemberain.blogspot.com

nobody knows it but me

2005-02-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

I pretended I'm glad you went away
these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dyin' inside and nobody knows it
But me

Like a clown I put on a show
Pain is real, even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside and nobody knows it
But me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly but you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you and nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

I lie awake it's a quater past three
Im screamin' at night as if I thought youd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
and like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now, you know, I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you
Come back to me

Said when the nights are lonely
the nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but
me...

kao

2005-01-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

"Caution: Pls handle wif care ---> a fragile heart."

love is the red of the rose on your coffin door !! what's life like bleeding on the floooorr, the flooorr, the flooor, you'll never make me leave, i wear this on my sleeve, give me a reason to believe !!
so give me all yourpoison, and give me all your pills, and give me all your hopeless hearts that make me ill

Juz stole that from mickey *grinz*. Aye guess what, now im seriously considering going to Cj, don't ask me why cause you aint getting no answer.

Summer wind blowing,
Watching the sun set across the horizon
Leaving all my troubles behind
Running away to a new beginning
Trying to find the new me
I'm lost, in this world of hurt
Alone and scared
Fear gripping my wounded heart
Tearing it apart..
My tears fade to dark

blessings

2005-01-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

Guess wat im back online and heres a new update. Clap ppl -grinz- okie hvnt been online for so long, got loads to catch up on. Lets start on a lighter note eh...so far Sa's been pretty cool i guess, the people there are not bad, but i juz gotta say...sji still kicks ass man. Nothing will ever replace life in sji. *salute* . And to make things clear..No i do not have a gf to all you curious people. Yes dan does that answer ya question?heh. And to the people who tag but never leave name...can't be bothered to reply you if you don;t even bother to leave ya name.
Argh JC life is tiring, and lectures suck big time. Before i forget, i must start blogging in English and not singlish anymore. Reason? Cause of stupid GP. Argh and did i ever mention all physics teachers got problem with their heads one. Got some problem with their sense of humor. Ok im lazy to blog further, now on to more serious stuff.
To the tsunami disater, we should all learn to cherish our lives. It just serve to show how fragile the stem of human life is. Say, take a moment to pray for the souls of all the people who perished. To think that there are even people who would seize the opportunity to make money out of this disaster. Damn, this people don't even deserve to be called humans.
Operation seize funds is in operation if you guys noe bout it....shall not say too much here but well juz spend a moment to pray for a fren of mine whose dad juz passed away yea....juz a moment of your time....

sentosa

2004-12-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

Damn shag this past few days...been to chalet going out and dying of lack of slp...not to mention cancer. Been standing at the damn pit bbq-ing wif randall for a few hours, breathing in all the smoke, the best way to die of cancer besides smoking. And they have a choice of cancer sticks or stomach worms cos we din really care if e food got burnt or was uncook...can eat can liao mwhaha. Played soccer wif some other guys and hey one of them turned out ta be my p schl class mate..talk bout qiao. Of cos we won *mwhaha* wif derwin the mad senior, mark, me, sherman. Damn funny oso when the score was 4-4. Everyone was like oh no shit muz score last goal then so many close shaves "hint i was the keeper for the last goal", and of cos we won. *grinz*. Oh and did i mention the Damn room was So damn big enuf to fit in at least 15 ppl per room. No choice had ta slcak outside, din get much sleep juz sat and crapped alot and fed the mosquitos. Well to mention it alot of ppl were pissed wif a certain someone cos of something which i shall not mention here. Then headed out ta 7-11 to get some booze slack a bit and perry juz turned all red Waha got high so fast =S. And this trip made me learn something, you can slice a watermelon wif a milo tin can lid, courtesy of derwin chua. He juz stood up, picked up the lid and slam, we had water melon to eat. Oh yea one more interesting incident. We were walking back from 7-11 when we stoped at this open space area, and we kinda like talked a bit loud lah. Then so happens there were two other small groups there and it happened so that one of them got pissed off juz cos we were talking quite loud. So he being big mouth shouted "eh shut up lah" or something and the angels us juz had to retort back, wif randall going *censored* and amos *censored*.Well i din really noe but issac said the guy stood up wanting to get into a fight but the girl wif him stopped him. Lucky him cos u dun wanna fight wif derwin and considering HE's outnumbered by us all, and us whos juz had some drinks. Dun forget, we always have back up =). Ok i shall quit being evil. After that just headed home to deck out..no more strength left to lan wif the guys.Ah im not tanned enuf damn, muz go back again another day. Juz watched without a paddle, lame show and not really worth your money but there are some funny parts. T.G.I.F. Played pool wif e10 buds and saw and charles, benny and wei sin too pro for me sia lost to them both. Won almost all of the rest. I was waiting for the fantasy i could not get.....Boulevard of broken dreams...cheerios

hmmm

2004-11-30T10:14:00.000+08:00

Love is always patient and kind.It is never jealous.Love is never boastful or conceited.It is never rude or selfish.It does not take offense and is never resentful.Love takes no peasure in other people's sins,But takes delight in truth.It is always ready to excuse, to trustto hope and to endure whatever comes.

poem

2004-11-30T10:13:00.000+08:00

fairytale ending

2004-11-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

All smiles when you see the guy get together with the girl and you cant help but smile. Hey but wait,after a while reality hits you and then you'll see, life never has a fairytale ending. Dont know what a taste of life is yet? Shall i introduce you to him? He kicks you down when you're up, he takes you by his grip and torments your soul,he tears you apart, and then he brings your life up again. Yea sounds lame but its just pure reality. Well then simple plan-welcome to my life may be a corny song but its words are so true. When you just get so fucked up about life you cant take it anymore, you just feel the whole world is just a joke.
With the radio on turned up so loud, That no one hears you screaming. You wanan escape from this but you cant, life hovers upon you and pushes you closer to the edge. Run,you just wanna fucking run away, With the big fake smiles and stupid lies, While deep inside you’re bleeding. Nothing feels alright and you're not gonna be ok. You look around and see happy smile and faces and you feel that life has been so unfair, they dunno what its like.

LAyout

2004-11-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

Finally new layout problem solved whoo hoo thks knth

eh

2004-11-23T19:55:00.000+08:00

eheheehehehehehe